Oh NOOOO!!!

I’m sleepy and tired.. just came back from Rawang last night… got kenduri.. the journey made me tired and my body is aching… we were like sandwich in the car.. Front seat- Pak Long, driver seat- my dad, middle seat- mak ngah, me and my mom (i sat in the middle.. totally felt like sandwich) and back seats- my bro and sis… seriously during the whole journey i was suffering.. i couldn’t move.. My body could only tolerate for our journey from Ipoh to Rawang.. but during the journey from Rawang to Ipoh, I was really suffering… i couldnt move so many body was really aching.. then i was ‘attacked’ from 3 sides- left, right and front… mak ngah, my mom and pak long… their voice were deafening.. they talked so loudly as if the distance between each of them was miles away.. huh! and they talked about problems, problems and problems!!! fed up!!!

the kenduri was nice.. all my mom’s siblings came.. my uncle (the host) gave me an adidas jacket and 100 bucks as present for my achievement in SPM.. haha.. thanks pak cik! love you!! I hope you’ll have a safe journey to Makkah and get umrah mabrul… Amin…

ohya.. during the kenduri i met a lady who claimed her son was kidnapped by her ex-husband… They said the case was so popular… masuk tv3 and newspaper.. hmmm.. i was so outdated about current issues.. haha.. her ex-husband was a dutch man.. consider white la.. so they said she wanted to fight to get her son back and bla… bla.. bla.. what i’m trying to tell is my dream to marry a white man has shattered.. sob2.. because my parents have made it clear for me that they won’t accept white man as son-in-law… they talked about that woman case all day.. they condemned the white man habis habisan.. haha.. where will I end up then??? maybe i won’t get married and become old-maid!!! TOUCH WOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bitches…

why did i put that title? bitches? hahaha.. actually i just watched Vanity Lair.. and I found 2 bitches… their bitchiness was really getting on my nerves.. lucky there was a bunch of hot guys.. haha… i like the show though it really shows how gross western lifestyle is… anyway it’s cool.. the bitches i mentioned were Larrissa and Kasey.. honestly Larrissa was pretty but she was really the biggest bitch in the show.. she flirted with all new contestants (boys obviously).. and it was very irritating… she thought that she was the most beautiful in the show.. actually she admitted it.. she said ‘i’m attractive that’s why i’m deserved to be here.” very bitchy huh? i thought so .. haha.. Kasey… hmm.. she was ok actually.. but Larrissa irritated her to death and she turned to act bitchy too.. haha.. anyway i hate both of their accents..

I loved Jonny but i hated him.. haha.. he was cute.. actually his hair made him looked cute.. but he was a little brat.. he flirted with Lizzy and when the new contestant came in, he flirted with her.. and now they are sort of couple.. loving couple.. i felt nauseated watching them… candy was not attractive to me.. but she was better than Lizzy and her competitor.. i forgot the guy’s name.. he was so disgusting.. he flirted with Larissa.. thank god he was eliminated.. haha..

this week.. the contestants were twins.. OMG!! 2 pairs.. Iain and Martin were gorgeous.. James and Ashley.. they were ok.. James was eliminated 1st.. left ashley alone.. and he couldn’t live without his twin.. so he gave up.. Martin and Iain left.. I cant comment about them.. because they are identical twins.. i couldnt differentiate them.. they were hot but not my taste… both of them hung out with Larrissa and Kasey… Each of the bitches took one twin.. haha.. unfortunately Martin was eliminated at the end… Iain replaced Scott… haihh.. Scott was not so menonjol.. i was oblivious of his presence… but he was ok.. not much songel.. haha..

as i said, there was a bunch of hot guys.. i think… Palves and Thomas are hot.. i liked to see them.. they were modest.. but thomas was a bit crazy this week.. i didnt know why he went snogging with everyone (girls).. weird.. bcz last week he refused to kiss any girls when he was asked to confess who he was attracted to.. huhu.. but this week.. he snogged with every girl.. he seemed like attracted to Candy (yucks).. he kissed Kristin (not sure her name.. she’s beautiful) and he kissed Kasey… i wished he would kiss me too!!! hahaha… i guess he didnt like Larissa bcz he never gone near her.. haha.. Thomas was out of mind this week.. he looks gentlemen but sometimes he really looks gentle.. i mean soft.. very sensitive.. haha.. anyway he’s hot.. he looks like Prince Authur in Merlin.. lol

Palves was hot.. and very cool.. i loved him.. since he was cool so nothing much to talk about him.. no controversy.. emmett too.. he looked like anti-girls.. was he a GAY??? oh no!!!! his hair was cool.. like nick jonas.. sort of la.. Vanessa.. i loved her… she was black but she was the sweetest.. the most attractive i guess.. the coolest among the girls.. kristin too.. she was pretty.. i liked her.. this week she was ok.. but i didnt like her last week..she was like Larrissa last week.. flirting with the womanizer.. and fucking with him (i think she just did the blow job).. haha.. i think my writing is starting to turn from ‘U’ to ‘SX’ hahahahahahaha… to my friends who are reading, sorry.. my mind not that suci anymore… haha..

ok.. let’s move to American Idol.. Anoop and Lil were out.. hmm.. i was sad Anoop was eliminated.. he was good.. never mind… i love ADAM LAMBERT!!! i like his new hairstyle.. he’s the next American Idol.. i bet with my blood!!! haha.. Danny or Alisson will be his competitor.. or maybe Kris Allen.. Kris is handsome but i don’t really like him.. pretty boy face.. haha… and because I’m so in love with ADAM LAMBERT!!!! and SIMON COWELL!!! haha..

ok guys.. i’m going to kl (actually rawang) today.. for kenduri.. my uncle is going to umrah… i’m gonna miss him.. he’s sick.. pity him.. i hope he will find what he wants there… love you pak cik dolah!!!!!!

what else ya? a lot to write… but dont know how to start… i think that’s all… ohya… i’m reading love story now.. haha.. for the 1st time… credit goes to Shaz (i promote your name lagi.. haha) .. haha.. ok.. wanna sleep.. zzzzzzz… adios!!

Matriculation!!!

Assalamualaikum…

I’ve checked and i got Perak Matriculation.. ok.. it’s just like what I want… i mean it was my 1st choice… not really excited of it.. haha.. but i’ll go.. of course i’m still hoping and waiting for JPA scholarship..

quite sad actually.. gonna leave soon.. need to register on 11 may 09.. so i’ve less than a month left to enjoy my honeymoon.. haha.. actually i’m very eager to live the new life.. haha.. i know matrics is just like boarding school.. it sucks! but i’ve no choice… i’ll choose it over upu (if i got)… because it’s the only chance left for me to achieve my dream.. ok i admit.. i’m dying to study overseas.. haha…

so just wait and see.. i’m sad to leave my house actually.. more sad to leave my room, my bathroom and my privacy… haha.. i’m gonna have to share everything soon.. room, bathroom and no more privacy… haha.. and of course i’m sad to leave my mom and dad.. my mom esp… haihh… never mind.. gopeng is very near.. can go home every week.. hahahaha..

wish me luck…

Bad mood!

Hmmm… I’m in bad mood today… i don’t know why.. it came to me suddenly.. haha.. i just feel like crying… screaming.. kicking.. throwing… killing.. i’m so not happy… i’m listening to sad songs.. currently i’m listening to ‘Tonight I wanna cry’ by Keith Urban.. hmm.. what did i do? i think i’m just doing fine.. i mean just follow the routine.. hmm.. i watched 2 movies today.. but they were not sad movies.. i watched Step Up 2 and Bride Wars.. i washed the dishes.. i did laundry… oh i think it started with my brother… he came back home.. took off his school shirt… threw at the washing mechine.. it made me mad… his life is so easy.. everything is done for him.. yet he is still very demanding.. i was watching Bride Wars.. and he disturbed me.. he wanted to use computer and gave me a lame excuse - going to school soon.. he’s so spoilt… my parents pamper him too much.. they said everage boy must be treated like that.. i can say he use computer almost all the time.. myspacing with all those cheap chicks.. not bother about his studies.. he has nothing to do.. even a glass he used to drink also he cannot wash.. i just cleaned up the kitchen.. washed all the dishes.. he came back, ate his lunch and left the plate unwash… huh! it was really getting on my nerves.. you see.. how easy the life for boys? 0k.. last time.. men go out working.. earn money… and women stay at home look after children and do all houseworks.. it was fair.. but NOWADAYS women are working too.. so men must consider la.. help the women..

actually there are too many things in my mind.. and my brother’s behaviour made it worse.. i was doing all the things i hated… you know all those stupid houseworks.. and the boy was making it harder for me.. and i’m worried about the scholarship.. my future.. myself.. and bla bla bla.. too many things.. i’m screwed up!!!

everything i do is not right.. i’m so miserable!!!

Stalking!!! Fast and Furious!!!!

Assalamualaikum.. hello people!!! I miss writing so much.. but i don’t have anything to write.. so i think i’ll just write nonsense.. hihi..  oh!! i just got an idea!! i read my friend’s comment at facebook.. and i got the idea.. i’m gonna write about my outing yesterday..

Ok.. yesterday was a hilarious day.. haha.. around 8.45am yesterday, i drove Si Kancilku to Anderson.. i attended a stupid seminar… haha.. i reached there around 9.00am.. i signed up and gave all my docs.. that was when i saw my sayang’s name, WINCI LOH.. hihi.. i went into the hall and sat beside my friend, Shaz.. I looked around and saw Winci.. We waved at each other..

THe seminar was damn bloody boring.. Me and friend came just bcz we thought it was an opportunity for us to go UK.. haihh… we were so bored.. it was about engineering.. so we really didn’t belong there.. so we ran away.. the speaker asked us where we wanted to go.. my friend lied him we wanted to go to toilet.. haha.. then we ran like the thiefs to my car.. i started the car engine and sped up.. haha.. i drove us to our school, SMK Convent..

we met our teachers.. chatting with them.. thank ustazah Raja for giving us money to buy our lunch.. haha.. around 12 noon, i drove us to Jusco.. we went to buy movie tickets.. Fast and furious.. our movies was at l.45pm.. it was 12.30pm so we went to McD for our lunch.. we ate while chatting.. we shared a lot.. haha.. i didn’t know how i could share my personal so much to someone even if she was my mother.. but i did it yesterday.. since we were in the same boat.. we talked about the Malays that couldn’t accept human species like us.. haha.. i was glad we could understand each other.. i’m not going to share the detail of our conversation.. it’s not a secret.. but i don’t think everyone can accept our opinions..

around 1.20pm we walked to surau and performed Zohor prayer.. then we rushed to the cinema to watch FAST AND FURIOUS 4.. there was a direct translation.. Pantas dan Garang.. me and my friend laughed at it.. the movie started then.. fast and furious.. never upset me!!! it was very nice.. of course i loved all the race parts.. the cars… they were fabulous!!! i loved the yellow 10-seconds car!!! and i loved the hot guys in the movie.. i loved Dom’s style.. very dangerous but extreamly sexy.. haha.. his bald head, husky voice and super muscular body were driving me crazy.. haha.. and his passion for letty.. haihh.. very strong but sweet.. hihi.. and Brian (Paul) was damn bloody handsome with his blue eyes… and nice-shaped jaw… haha.. me and my friend kept on saying to each other that paul was handsome.. i loved his blue eyes.. and my friend loved his jaw.. but both of agreed that he was super handsome.. hahahaha..

Hmmm.. after movie.. we went to MPH (our 2nd heaven after the REAL heaven.. haha) both of us were book freaks.. haha.. we wished the MPH could be our room.. i don’t mind to sleep with no matress and pillows as long as i own all the books.. haha.. i know i’m insane.. we get bored since we couldn’t buy any books due to lack of RM.. haihh.. so my friend came up with a idea to warder around ipoh..

so i drove us around tesco area… we wandered around.. and my friend asked me to follow a car.. we stalked the car.. hahaha.. after a while the driver realized that we were stalking her car.. she tried to avoid us and my friend and I gave up.. but it was fate that we bumped into each other again.. so we started to stalk her again.. hahahaha.. then she parked her car when she realized we were stalking her again.. haha.. once we passed her car to the main road, she started driving again.. haha… that made US realized that she did realize that we were stalking her.. we laughed out load.. it was very fun.. my 1st experience of stalking people.. haha..

we were aimless… so i drove to giant since my friend (Shaz) never been there.. she wanted to answer the call of nature.. haha.. but the toilets were in bad condition.. smelly.. yuckss!! so i offered her to come to my house which was located close to giant.. so we went to my house.. we lepaking in my room.. surprisingly we talked about politics, economy and world social.. haha.. it was weird and funny but true.. we did talk about them.. at the end of the conversation, we laughed together when we realized we were talking about something heavy like that… haha… after performed Asar prayer, i drove Shaz home..

it was a good outing yesterday.. Shaz, thanks for the nice day yesterday.. gonna miss it.. good luck for your interview… hope both of us will go to UK and get  very hot and sexy white guys.. hahaha.. and become very successful doctors!!! love you…

What Hurts The Most…

What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

Haha.. This song has nothing to do with me… i simply post it here.. it’s a nice song..

The Climb

THE CLIMB BY MILEY CYRUS

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

This is my favourite song for time being.. It really inspired me… I’d like to dedicate this song to all the warriors that never gave up climbing to reach their dreams!!!

JPA interview : is ‘4′ my lucky number???

Assalamualaikum… hmmm.. actually i’m utterly tired and exhausted.. my head feels like bursting out! actually today is my JPA interview.. Just wanna share with you all.. but i can’t go on detail.. because my head is really spinning right now (you spin my head right round, right round.. haha..)

Actually around 11am, my sister smsed me.. she told me to come to school to get my Principal’s signature for Pengesahan Pendapatan form.. actually I already got the signature from senior assistant.. but my conselor told my sister that I must get principal’s sign.. whatsoever la..

so around 12.30pm, my dad drove me to school.. I met my principal and got the sign.. then i walked to staff room.. on the way i met my sister.. she promised me to accompany me to MBI.. once i stepped into the staff room, all the teachers were like ‘Ridhayah!!!!’ i became like the centre of attraction.. haha..

as usual, i went to see my beloved teacher, Pn Habibah… chatting with her.. then i went to library to get my nilam cert (huh!!! so late!) after that i rushed to bookshop to photostate the cert.. and went to see my principal (again!) to certify the cert.. then i rushed to canteen to have my lunch.. i ate a burger.. no time to eat other things.. less than 3 minutes, i was already in staff room looking for my sister..

my sister drove me to MBI.. lucky when i arrived, my friend, Koo Koon arrived too.. so we walked together to 2nd floor.. we registered.. i got Panel 4, my registration number was 44 and my giliran number was 4.. is ‘4′ a lucky number?? my friend told me it’s ’sei’ in chinese.. no ong la!!! haha.. nauzubillah.. i just leave it to Allah la..
It was about 1.40pm when i arrived.. most of the seats were already filled.. i took my seat.. I sat beside a chinese girl from MGS.. we attented the same JPA course last week but i didn’t know her name.. hihi.. then an Indian girl greeted me.. she said she knew me.. uikkss?? I was so blurred that time.. When she said her father was my mom’s friend and we were in the same school and class when were form 1, then only I recognized her.. but still blur la.. she was very friendly..

at 2pm, some of the candidates went into their respective panel room.. For one panel, there were around 2o candidates.. then we were divided into several groups.. each group consisted of 5 members.. except for the last group for all panels, there were only 2, 3 or 4 members.. my group had 4 members.. 3 girls and 1 boy.. I was the only Malay in my group.. the others were chinese..

Around 2.10pm, I told the lady incharged i wanted to pray.. I hadn’t perform my Zohor prayer.. so i rushed to the surau.. it was quite far from the main building.. I was sweating.. then when I was done, I came back to the interview waiting place.. half of the candidates were not there when i came back.. they had already went to their respective panel rooms..

Panel 4 was the nearest compared to other panels.. It was at the interview waiting place.. but Panel 4 was the slowest panel.. for each group, it took about more than an hour for the interview… The fastest were panel 1 and 5.. my friends from panel 5 came out from interview room after 20 minutes they went in.. it was damn bloody fast!!! they told me the panels only asked them to introduce themselves and asked a few simple questions..

I was anxious seeing one by one group from other panels done.. me and my group waited for 4 HOURS! My head started to get heavy and I felt like vomiting because I didn’t eat anything but a burger since morning.. While waiting, i prayed to ALLAH to give me confidence and calmness while answering the questions.. I hoped the interview would go smoothly..

after 4 torturing hours, finally it was my group’s turn to enter the interview room.. It was about 5.00pm.. I was nervous but didn’t shake (Alhamdulillah) I felt my tummy was fulled of butterflies, cockrouchs and all kinds of insects that existed in this universe were dancing, rapping and shuffling… haha.. I tried to calm myself down..

There were 3 panels.. 2 men and a lady.. One of them I knew.. I met him during JPA course last week.. He was Dr Rahimi (DANG!!! I was so unlucky to get him since me and Hao Yi used to kutuk him last week!!!) hahahaha..

then the interview session started.. firstly they asked us to introduce ourselves, tell briefly about our family, our cocuriculum at school, the course we chose and why we chose it.. I was the last to talk.. I spoke smoothly and calmly.. only toward the end of my speech, I was a bit lost.. lucky the panels seemed understood what I was trying to say..

I can’t really remember what they asked us because there were a few questions we had to discuss..

1. Study locally is more challenging than study aboard. (In English)
2. What skills should a doctor has? (In Malay)
3. What if JPA sent you to Bandung? (Damn! It was for me!)
4. What if JPA offered you to study locally? (Better than going to Bandung)
5. What you wanna do if you didn’t get this scholarship? (touch wood!)
6. Why do you think you deserve this scholarship?

There were some of the main questions that were asked by them.. there were many more questions actually… they just loved to twist our words.. I was really caught when they asked me about being sent to Bandung.. I said everywhere was the same.. then Dr Rahimi said “Fine! then we send you to Bandung!” DAMN IT!!! Then  i quickly said, Bandung was very close to Malaysia. So i’d always think to come back whenever I miss my parents. I’d waste a lot of money. Lucky the panels agreed with me. Alhamdulillah.
I didn’t know why I was feeling like this.. but I had a feeling that the panels were like trying to tell us that we were failed to get the scholarship.. they told us to continue to achieve our dreams even if we didn’t get the scholarships.. and bla.. bla.. bla.. but I hoped it was just advices..

after an hour, we were allowed to go back. It was about 6pm.. I called my dad to fetch me.. While waiting for my dad, I replied all my friends smses.. then a friend of mine called me.. I also chatted with a Malay aunty that was there waiting for her husband i guess..

around 6.10pm, my dad arrived.. my head felt like bursting.. my headache was getting worse.. It was traffic jam around tambun (for the 1st time!) I didn’t know why because I felt asleep on the way.. I reached home after 6.30pm..

I was damn tired, exhausted and in pain.. and STARVING!!! after bathed and prayed, I ate as if i never ate for my whole life.. hahahaha.. my family asked my about my interview.. I just told them briefly.. because my head was really about to explode…

so that was my JPA interview experience.. Pray for me.. I’m DYING to get this scholarship.. May ALLAH bless me!!! Amin…

Butterflies + cockrouchs are dancing in my tummy.. lol

Assalamualaikum.. it’s 9.16am on Tuesday.. today is one of the most important days in my life.. At 2pm today, I’m going to face something very big.. It’s JPA interview… I think not only butterflies and cockrouchs but all kinds of insects are dancing, rapping, singing and shuffling in my tummy.. I’ve made some preparation… but I’m afraid they will ask me something I don’t know.. something I don’t expect.. and I’m really scared if they ask me about POLITICS!!! seriously I’m sucked at it!!!  I really hate politics.. fight here fight there.. haihh… 

People!!! Please pray for me… wish me luck… this IS my future… i really need this scholarship…

Ya ALLAH, please help me!! Please make everything goes smoothly… and PLEASE MAKE MY DREAM COMES TRUE!!! amin…

Day 5: I’ve made my mind!

Assalamualaikum… it was the last day of JPA course.. my group went to Peadiatric Department.. we met Sister Pamela (i think la).. we were divided by 3 groups.. my group - me, Shobana, Jo Ann, Nadiah and Simon.. we had to go to 4 places.. for my group, 1st destination was NICU… it was premature babies critical ward.. omg! it was very pitiful… they were less than 1kg.. very small.. and some of them were gasping for air.. i cried silently seeing them suffering.. Sister Tan took us around..  

after that we walked to ward 6A.. hmm.. it was non-critical ward.. but the children still need observation… by the time we reached, the specialist was there busy checking from one patient to another.. it was a very nice environment.. the doctors didn’t wear white coat.. because they didn’t want to scare the children.. hihi.. before we leave, the MO talked to us.. he was very friendly.. his name was Dr Mervin.. we told us this job really needs commitment and full of responsibility.. it was a hectic job.. Jo Ann asked him whether he regret or not.. he gave us a very simple analogy.. he said sometimes we love our mom but sometimes we don’t  (when we fight with them la).. so this job is like that.. sometimes we enjoy but sometimes we don’t… but he said this job is very interesting.. we see new things everyday.. we learn new things everyday..

i was so inspired by him.. i thought, if he could do it, why shouldn’t i? then we moved to ward 6C… i met another angle there… his name was Dr Ian… He was ver handsome.. i loved his hair.. dyed brown + spike.. and his eyes were very piercing… in good way la.. he was very funny.. he was scanning a baby… he showed us, “this is kidney.. we have 2 kidneys” everyone laughed.. then the other doctor, Dr Karren said “wehh they all 10A students laaa”.. haha.. i didn’t manage to see his tag.. but i was paying attention to his face and moves.. he stood beside me (very close.. nearly touching.. haha.. actually once or twice our shoulders touching.. awwwwwww!!! ) hahahaha…

we were short of time.. so we rushed to PICU ward.. it was all very critical children.. i really couldn’t bear seeing them.. it was very pitiful.. i cried silently.. then we rushed to Kompleks Perubatan at the other side of road.. so we had to use the bridge.. the ward was very nice.. new ward.. very cold.. i liked it.. it was thalasemia ward.. hmm… nothing to see.. my tummy was rumbling actually.. i didnt take my breakfast.. we saw a boy was being treated by a doctor.. but we were not allowed to see the procedures because the boy was afraid..

so we walked around.. then almost 12 noon, we walked back to main building… i rushed to hospimart and bought a burger and strawberry dutchlady… alhamdulillah lega!!! haha.. then me and my friends waited our parents.. we talked about the handsome doctors.. haha… around 12.20pm, my dad arrived i went home..

i was exhausted.. and my head was about to explode.. but i had to go back to hospital.. 2.10pm i drove my Kancil to hospital.. i reached there around 2.35pm.. in conference room, i sat between Naerien and Hao Yi.. Hao Yi and I shared some secrets.. hehe..
then Dr Rahimi came in.. he gave us short talk.. he asked us feedback.. 2 stupid girls ask to lengthen the time of on call and course.. seriously i really loved hospital smell.. i’m addicted to it actually… but i hate doing nothing there.. if we have activities do to, i don’t mind to overnight in hospital.. otherwise we just disturb the staffs doing their works..

around 3.20pm we dismissed.. me and Hao Yi went to Jusco.. haha.. Hao Yi complaint about my driving.. she said i drove too slow and relax… haha.. we watched a movie.. 12 Rounds.. it was very nice.. very adventure.. full of actions… 6.20pm we came out from JJ and i drove Hao Yi home.. i reached home around 6.45pm..

i’m very contented… happy.. and exhausted… i’ve made my mind! THIS IS THE JOB FOR ME!!! I can’t wait to go to Medical School.. and to live the stressful life as HO.. haha… HRPB i’ll be back in 7 years time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!